Heeyyy!! I know it's weird that for the past few months I've been blogging about how sad my love life is because my ex and I broke up. I promise not to blog about him anymore because I find myself hopeless and I wanted to move on. But then things are getting back to the way it used to be. He's starting to make some efforts and all just to spend his time with me. Those were all unusual for him. We treat each other as bf and gf but the in reality we're not. I know its weird but what can I do. I just love this guy so much! Even now that we have an unofficial relationship, I don't care what other people will say about us. 

Baby it doesn't matter how many years, months, weeks or days we've been together. What matters to me the most is that after that one month of no communication at all, we have learned a lot of things and still in the end we're together. We might have this relationship that other people don't understand, they find it weird or funny but for me this is a relationship that I must be proud of. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you again. No one can and nothing in this world can change the way I feel for you. Thank you for making me feel so special and loved. You always tell me how much you love me. Thank  you for reminding that to me but I promise you that I will never forget how much you love me. Baby I'm sorry for the things that made you hurt and cry. Let's start a new chapter! :)

I love you baby! =)

And I'm back!

Ola! Finally I am back to blogging. I have been very very very busy because of work. Since I don't have work today, I will try my best to share a lot of stories and experiences I have experienced for the past months. :)

ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS!

BRAND NEW ME =)

Hello there! it's been a month since the last time I made a blog. I was so busy with work (that's how showbiz life works) I don't have enough sleep, i often eat( i rather choose to sleep than to eat)--> maybe one of the reasons why I got thin (a bit). I even don't have time to see and bond with my highschool and college friends. HAHAHAHA even holidays.... we don't have this thing called "REST" =)) Since I am working in a television production, it is expected that there's no such thing as rest days or holidays because we serve to people.

As a result of being a dedicated production assistant in our show ENCHANTED GARDEN in TV5.. This is how I look.... eyebags, getting dark skin... I LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE..

but despite of those effects of my work still I am proud and thankful to work with my team. I found new friends to laugh with, to share stories with.. they are so cool and fun to be with...

I just love this people so much!!!!

and atlast after a year i now have my new hairstyle.. A brand new ME :)

highlights, hair color, bangs--> a perfect hairstyle to describe a brand new ME :)

i love it!!

I will always be your #1 stalker

NO matter what happens.. I will always be here for you! :) Not because I was once your special someone but because I am here for you as a friend that you can count on all the time. :) Nothing has changed dear! :) All I want is for you to be happy. You know how much you mean to me! :* Mr. E. ;)

From Miriam College to TV5

After graduating from college, I found a job that I really like and that is to be a Production Assistant from a Television Network. Searching for a job isn't easy, I experienced applying thru internet, walk-in applications and stuffs. I was hopeless that time because I know that I fail the exam on TV5. And every time my dad would ask me whats the progress of my application I cannot answer him. Then after a month, I got a call from a supervising producer of one of the shows in TV5. After enjoying a month of being a trainee, finally I can proudly say that "Hey guys! Look at me now, I am part of TV5 kapatid network!"-- and that's because of my ID.

With that, I can say that time flies really fast. I miss my life in school especially college. But seriously, I can say that WORKING is really FUN! :) Just enjoy life!

Let's take it slow :)

Today is 21.. and it is suppose to be our 65th monthsary unfortunately we broke up last january. its been 6 months since we broke up and i can say that bitter days are over. But I am not saying that i have definitely moved on from our past relationship. Cause seriously, the last time i posted here was the time that i decided to say goodbye. BUT its seems like second chance is getting in our way. but this time we are taking it so slow. Don't wanna rush things then later on we'll get hurt. This may sound very complicated but seriously, we are happy and enjoying with what is happening right now.

I guess it's time to say goodbye

For the past 4 months of having this weird relationship status with my ex. Last night, I have decided to stop and move on from the past. I have waited for a 5 months but it seems that there are no second chances for us. I know I have said this many times but now I promise to love myself even more.