Expect the Unexpected

Today is a day full of surprises. HAHAHAHA the saying "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED" is really true!!! HAHAHAHA... So i was on my "agenda" for this day. Then an unexpected person texted me and she said that I should go there. I asked why and she said "basta" and so there. I was shocked because as I knocked on the door all of them greeted me an advance happy birthday. Speechless ako. HAHAHAHA.. I saw them sitting on the sofa and my ex was there. HAHAHAHA.. but I felt awkward when I saw him. Unexpectedly, he greeted me in advance for the hearts day tomorrow. HAHAHA butterfliesssssss :D anyway... its weird but I felt happy that all of them are supportive and all of them we're saying"SECOND CHANCE" hahahaha... I really can't explain how I feel right now. All i can say is that it is an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY for me :) goodnight! :D

ENJOY LIFE! :)

I was brought to the hospital last saturday. My potassium went down because lately I tend to forget eating or sometimes I don't eat. I really don't know why but it seems like because of heavy schoolworks and so many things that is runningin my mind- this is the result IDON'T EAT. At first, I was a bit happy of what's happening to me because my face is getting a bit small and I am losing wieght. BUT it's not good though, it was HELL! I really can't take it last Saturday so my mom brought me to theEmergency room. The doctor said that I should stay because if I will not stay and the potassium continues to go down, my heart will be affected. Since I am afraid to have my heart get affected, I convinced myself that I should and I need to stay. SO THERE. I've learned my lesson. HAHAHAHA Well I just posted this picture because I myself can't really beleive that somehow for that 4 days of not eating, I was able to have a bit small face.

I MUST ENJOY LIFE even if there are a lot of OBSTACLES coming on my way. I believe that I can surpass all of this because God will never give you a problem that you can't face.

It feels really good ♥

Its been three weeks since we decided to stop the relationship but still there's something that's telling me that there is a second chance for us. I'll wait for that day, but I'll just go with the flow.
I'm kinda sad right now because I was shocked knowing that I'm not the only one whose suffering from this break up. I'm sorry if I thought that you're starting to enjoy your life without me :( Sorry for misjudging you :| Now I know that you are really affected with this break up because all along I thought you are happy with the decision that we made.

Well the reason why I feel so good right now is because even though we are apart still between me and your brothers and sister in law did not changed. The connection/communication is still there- they even made me feel that they are supportive to us. "Magkakabalikan kayo niyan, mag-antay ka lang" In fact, they're planning for an outing and balak tayong isama.. THE QUESTION is sasama ka ba? HAHAHA its funny because they are the ones whose trying to help me to understand you MORE. Actually, there are a lot of them whose trying to help me understand you but Kuya and Ate are the ones who really making me understand you. I'm just thankful because eventhough we ended the relationship still nothing has changed between me, your kuya and ate. I hope soon, in God's perfect time everything is back into it's proper places. Right now, I just want you to know that "relationship lang naman as bf/gf yung nawala sa atin, but still gusto ko kahit friendship muna meron tayo" I know it's hard but its the least thing I can do para naman mafeel mong

I'M ALWAYS and WILL ALWAYS be HERE FOR YOU.
I STILL LOVE YOU EDU :(

Sometimes

ONE the things/happenings that I really hate in my highschool life is that they will notice or criticize everything. I know that they care kaya nila yun ginagawa but sometimes nakakainis. And sadly, ganun pa rin pala. I thought nawala na yung ganung attitude.. HELLO sarili kong diskarte gusto ko..

Lahat na lang ba papansinin? Pwede naman eh, pero yung paulit ulit na lang.. NAKAKAPIKON na.. PERFECT?? Maybe for all of you, okay yung ginagawa niyo.. Well, oo okay siya pero minsan talaga sobra na..

FLASHBACK

At some point your life, there are times where you don't want to remember all your memories. But suddenly, it will just happen. Sad to say, it happened to me :(

While I was on my way home, out of the blue bigla ko na lang naalala yung memories namin :( I'm sad :( Ayoko na sana mangyari yun eh.. Kaso bigla na lang nangyari.. Ang tagal na pero wala ka pa din :( Does it really mean na you really want me to disappear? OR you just need some time.. A LOOONNNGGG TIME for you to fix some things. If that's the case, how long will I wait? I don't want to hold on for a long time then suddenly biglang wala naman pala.. Ayaw kong umasa :(

I can do this! Hopefully, maayos talaga :)

How can I move on when I'm still inlove with you?

So basically the title of this blog came from the lyrics of the Script's song entitled "The man who can't be moved"...


My friends would say "wag mong bilangin" and I wil say "okay sige". But seriously, I can't avoid it and I really don't know why. I hate this feeling, yung binibiliang ko pa rin. Just like now, two weeks na since we decided to end the relationship. Pero why nga ba? Bakit ko nga ba binibilang? Maybe because I know na may month na babalik ka? Pero wala ka ngang sinabing babalik ka eh.. HUHU but why am I counting and counting???? Hopefully, as the days pass by I learn how to stop counting since the day you left me. Well, it's a mutual decision. As of now, I really don't know. I'm just going with the flow, I'm enjoying life with friends but still at the end of the day I realized na namimiss kita. :(

UNBELIEVABLE :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPGGhKQhTFs

I know this very luma na pero no matter how many times I watch it. Super natatawa and amazed na amazed pa rin ako sa boses niya.. hehehe.. galing niya! :)