OUR CHRISTMAS 2011

athena-janina-chelsi-rella is back once again!
hahaha the second time that we're complete.
We often see eachother because of our schedules.
But still our cousin Mameng is not here also.
Looking forward to have a picture together with her :)Top Side: Tita Issa and Mommy Cosy

Botton: from Left: Ayka, Janelle, Chelsi, Me and Diorella
And the guy whose wearing yellow shirt is my uncle Martin! :)

From left: Ayka, Chelsi, Diorella and me of course

These are the food that we eat for dinner last night. (Shrimp, spaghetti and rice of course prepared by my mom, Lumpia prepared by my lola Cosy, the dessert which is leche flan prepared by my auntie Issa and a cake from sugarhouse bought by my sister)

After eating our heavy dinner, all of us were saying "BUNDAT nanaman ako.. sulit ang Pasko.. NAKATATABA'' hahahaha... funny much.. but its true it's very nakabubusog na food. We ordered KFC pa kasi marami pang visitors ang dumating.. hahaha.. 42 pcs of kfc chicken.. (Yummy!)

My relatives spent their Christmas in our home (New Year is next. hihi) We were not complete but still we really enjoyed the whole day. Our lola is very generous because she gave each and eevryone of us a gift even our maid. Also, we had some pictures taken before everyone left the house. It was a fun and tiring day but it's really worth it.

Some faaily members are still missing. hahaha.. What a big clan, right? :)

I JUST LOVE THIS PICTURE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

Give love on Christmas Day!

Merry Christmas everyone! ♥
SPREAD LOVE! :)

Christmas is not just about the gifts we give and receive.. IT'S ABOUT JESUS! :)

IRITATING

I'm really pissed off today because one of my friends in facebook pm'd me and he was like making paikot ikot.. First he pm'd me ng "...." parang.. ako... huh? ano yun? so I asked why.. so in short.. he pm'd me if pwede ulit mangutang.. Okay.. wala naman masama if that's the reason.. pero naiinis lang ako kasi he asked me to borrow money from a choirmate na hindi ko naman kaclose.. hindi ko nga rin friend sa fb. NAKAKAINIS kasi for him sinasabi niya na okay lang.. but for me its NOT OKAY.. ang user ko naman kung ganun.. ugh! BADTRIP TALAGA! :|

Let's runaway to the place where love FIRST found US

This is the video I made yesterday. I will show this to him on the 21st because as I said that is the day for the final judgment of our relationship. :( I just wish that after showing this to him mas maging okay talaga. Though nagkita kami last friday.. And shockingly, for the one week ang akala niya ay TOTALLY BREAK NA.. we talked pero sure pa din ako na hindi kami totally okay. So this video will helped us realize the memories that we've been through and andito din yung message ko sa kanya.. I'll let him decide if we're going to end the relationship. Very dramatic ito.. hihi

NEVER LET YOU GO :)

We've spent those countless times
Together in each other's arm
How am I supposed to live
Without your love
I can't without you
I just can't

-Never let you Go by Juris

It's the 7th day and it seems like.. it's been a month.. You may say that I am over reacting pero that's the way how I feel about it. Tss.. I was suppose to use this time, to try forgetting you and try starting a new life without you. But as the days pass by, only one thing comes into my mind.. and that is "SANA MAGING OKAY PA DIN KAMI" "SANA KAMI NA ULIT" pero I need to wait for another week para naman mas makapag-isip pa siya. :( I thought and said to myself na kaya ko na pala talaga na wala siya.. BUT its hard to pretend that everything is okay.. Pinaka ayokong feeling yung okay ako pag may friends then at the end of the day before I sleep malulungkot ako will realize na NAMIMISS KITA.. I really hope na yung paglayo ko sayo eh nakatulong kahit pano. Alam ko kasi na you need to think.. think really hard... Ayoko lang na ipilit yung sarili ko right now because mamaya ma-pressure ka nanaman and stuff like that.. baka mamaya it might lead you to decisions na you really don't mean.. EH di ako nanaman ang masasaktan.. I know you love me and you want me to stay pero ako, si ate mcihelle and your kuya sees you na super stress ka.. I guess okay rin muna yung ganito kasi naiiwasan nating magksakitan. PERO I MUST ADMIT NAMIMISS NA KITA! :( CHRISTMAS day is fast approaching :( ayaw ko ng SMP.. hahaha.. BUT on the 21st, that's the day na inaabangan ko and I'm hoping for a positive result :D

I LOVE YOU

I'M STILL INLOVE WITH YOU

It's the 6th day. And still the same, wala pa rin kaming communication. Haayy.. Si ate michelle talaga ang nagpapagaan ng loob ko and I guess she's right. Kilala niya si Jr for years kaya alam niya kung ano talaga itong si Jr. I need to wait for the right time, kapag dumating na yung right time sana maging okay na talaga. That's it for now. I feel so sleepy.

you know what bhei, kahit anong gawin kong pag-sasaya.. walang nangyayari.. i keep on pretending na okay. I hate the feeling ng sa morning masaya ko pero pag dating ng gabi nagiging malungkot nanaman ako..

I STILL LOVE YOU. AND I'M STILL HERE FOR YOU. PROMISE

MOVIE DATE WITH LOLA :)

♫But it won't last the day without you ♫

Just got home from the movie house. My lola and I had a movie date and we watched Sarah Geronimo and Gerald Anderson's movie. I loved the movie. SUPER. effort na effort si Gerald dito. Haayy.. it reminds me of.... Anyway.. this is the 3rd day.. :| What will happen next? :( I hope maging okay pa talaga.. mag-Christmas pa naman.. hehe.. Ang movie ay pang bitter sa umpisa but then at the end of the movie.. marerealize and maiisip mo na ANG SARAP MAINLOVE LALO NA KUNG MAHAL MO TALAGA :)